Bluer Than Blue

I woke up this morning and felt that something’s missing and not right. I woke up alone in my room. I can’t hear anything but silence. Looks like everybody had gone out-of-town. I went to the kitchen to get myself a cup of coffee, I was a bit surprised hearing the radio turned on. For a moment I thought I’m not alone until I remembered my cousin telling me that they’ll be in Tagaytay this Sunday. They just forgot to turn off the radio.

It’s Sunday and we all know it’s a holy day. So I went to the church just like most of the people do but I was too late for the mass. I just stood infront of the altar and prayed, of course. The place was peaceful, I wanted to stay longer but I had to leave for work. (Yah I know it’s Sunday, and this is will always be the reason why I have to hate my job.) I haven’t eaten my breakfast yet, so I went to Jollibee and ordered 1 pc. chicken joy and iced tea. The meal was good but still not enough to make me happy. Did I really ordered chicken joy? I thought so..

This was the saddest day of my life.. I wonder why they call it a happy birthday.

Father & Son

I have 12 more days before I turn 21. And I’m not liking it. Haha. But that’s how life goes, we get old and in the end we all die. Unfair huh? Oh well, we just have to accept the truth and face the reality.
 
I have this old friend of mine na sobrang lasenggo talaga. Everyday you see him with his crew, passing a cup full of beer to one another. It has been a daily dose to him. He can’t get through a day without consuming even the smallest amount of it.  He has been a good father, but not in the eyes of his children. He was too passive, not showy, undeniably reluctant in approaching his children. He opt to hurt them physically instead of talking to them first. In exchange, the kids grew up with fear towards him but never abhorred him. They were against his exhortations. Frequently being disobeyed.

But he has been a good friend to all. Everyone’s best friend, that is. A friend that is always there whenever you need one. A friend who will never put you down. A friend whose hands are always in full extent. Damn! Who wouldn’t want him? Everybody loves him. Not to mention, he has an adorable and very responsible wife. But the wife serves as the sanctuary of their children everytime the old man started beating them. Have you ever seen a flying radio? Or a flying cup of tupperware with a very cold water in it? Good thing it’s cold though. Haha. You just don’t wanna see that. Just read.

People change. That’s the only permanent thing in this world. I can see it in his eyes, that he wanted to start all over again. Start a new life with his family. But in order for us to begin another life, we must end what we last started. But what if, it was suddenly ended without having the chance to begin again? That’s exactly what happened to this good old friend of mine. He never had the chance to start all over again.

He was taken away too early. It was too late to be forgiven and to ask for forgiveness. Until his last breath, I knew he was thinking of his family. Just like what every father does. He was wearing the perfect smile the moment before he died. He was with his wife and sharing good laughs. And the kids? They were elsewhere. 

It was the most painful thing that ever happened to me, to see my good friend lying in a coffin. It was utterly unfair not being able to share even a small talk before he left. That night was a night of grief and mourn but at the same time the moment of forgiveness. It was too hard and painful for us to accept the fact that he is gone already. Nevertheless, he will never be replaced in our hearts. 

I am my father’s living heritage.

IN LOVING MEMORY OF:

Christian G. Del Mundo

May you rest in peace forever.

“We love you papa!”

Pacquiao stuns Hatton with KO

LAS VEGAS (AP)—Manny Pacquiao turned in perhaps the most dominating performance of his career Saturday night, knocking Ricky Hatton down twice in the first round before finally stopping him with a ferocious left hand in the final seconds of the second round. Pacquiao showed why he is considered the best pound-for-pound fighter in the world with a stunning knockout that left Hatton lying motionless on his back in the middle of the ring.

Hatton had lost only once in his career, but he was no match for Pacquiao, who knocked him down midway through the first round and again towards the end of the round. Hatton regrouped and made it through most of the second round before a chopping left hand sent him sprawling at 2:59 of the second round

Source: Yahoo! Sports

Well, I should’ve listened to my friend who’s advising me na wag na lang ako pumusta against Pacman. So there goes my P100. Sana man lang naramdaman ko na worth it yung pinusta ko. Hehe.

Welcome

Hello everyone! Welcome to our very first blog site.

What does chrissesabelle mean by the way? - It came from our name actually. Mine is, Julius Chrisse and my angel’s name is Cyril Isabelle. So obviously, we just combined it. Hehehe. In addition, try counting the letters,it adds up to 14, our official anniversary date

Let me give you a summary of what our history was. We were each others first love during our elementary days. Yup, you read that correctly. We were already together since elementary. Hehe. Apparently, we didn’t work out as a couple during that era. We were too young to be in a relationship kasi kaya halos lahat against din sa relationship namin (including our teachers and her parents) except our true friends. But I don’t wanna tell you about our break up story or what caused it kasi kinakalimutan na namin yun. But let me give you this statement that we often tell after those cry-me-a-river moments - time will tell. 

So after 6 years, I’m starting to believe that the world isn’t too cruel at all. We were “us” again. Not literally “us” kasi there’s  still no commitment. But we know deep in our hearts that God gave us another chance to correct those mistakes we did 6 years ago as a couple. Let me repeat the statement above - time will tell

I don’t want to get into my emotions right now, wala kasi sya ngayon dito, asa China sya. Hehe. Baka maiyak lang ako.  Anyway, feel free to look around although the site is still under construction. We’ll try to keep this updated as often as possible.

P.S

I love critiques. I’m open to any grammar corrections or comments about my ideas and thoughts. Don’t hesitate guys. Let your voices be heard. Hehe. 

-Chrisse